Paradise Lost

live to eat and sleep
that's my motto
i also kind of hate life.

signed by josh hutcherson, hellzyeah

Anonymous: please like "Help A Friend, Save A Life" on facebook! The support is greatly needed for a friend!

I’ll go do that right now! :)

Anonymous: Hi Tiara. I don't really talk to you so I'm just going on anon because it would be awkward if you knew who I am. I just wanted you to know that I think you're beautiful. Especially when you smile. Also, I don't think you're fat. And if you ever think of wanting to kill yourself, please remember there are people like me that will care when you die. Basically, I think you're amazing. Don't hate yourself, please. If you need anyone, someone, this anon will always be here for you. Always. Okay.

Hello! I’m very bad at guessing so there’s zero chance I’ll ever know who you are but I just wanted to say thank you so much for caring and writing this. Technically, I am overweight for my height but you saying you don’t think I’m does actually make me smile. So thank you, thank you for making my day better and thank you for being nice to me :)

pugsleyaddam: Where is corey now?

How would I know…

smokeandbreathe: you're beautiful :3

ahhhh thank you! you just made my day :) thank you.

Anonymous: shawty i wanna make you mine

… I’m glad.

panda-pipedreams: do ALL the letters :D

I’ve done A-G somewhere down there, or check therebell.tumblr.com/tagged/tumblrask :)

H - The last person I hugged.

  • That would be my friend, Ania :)

I - The last time I felt jealous, and why.

  • When I found out a celebrity I had a crush on has a girlfriend. I was jealous because she’s beautiful and I’m not.

J - How old I am.

  • Turning sixteen this year.

K- What my full name is.

  • Tiara Amalina Abdul Rahim

L - If I have siblings.

  • I have two sisters

M - If I forgive betrayal.

  • Depends on who did it. I may or may not forgive them :/

N - If you want to know how I treat my friends.

  • I absolutely love them. We hug a lot, sleep on each other, punch each other, high-five, fist-bump and all that. Oh we insult each other a lot too, but it’s always just pure joking. :)

O - If I like my school.

  • I like the building itself when it’s empty, dark and windy but I generally hate the students and teachers there. But I love my class.

P - What kind of music I like.

  • I’m shitty at describing genres so I’ll just state who I listen to, kay? :) Sleeping With Sirens, A Day To Remember, Hollywood Undead, Hot Chelle Rae, The Cab, Boys Like Girls, Silverstein, Parachute, McFly, Deuce, Gavin Degraw, Panic! At the Disco, One Direction. Well, those are my favourites. 

Q - What the last party I went to was, and when the next will be.

  • Lol party. The last I went to was my ex-best-friend’s birthday party when I was twelve. I don’t know when the next will be. :(

R - For me to tell 10 of my curiosities.

  • I want to know how heaven is like.
  • How does it feel like to be famous and rich and happy?
  • What do cats actually mean when they meow at me?
  • If people really find me pretty or they’re just lying to make me feel better.
  • I want to know if my best friends hate me secretly.
  • The point of armpits. Useless, I tell you.
  • How my voice sounds like to other people
  • I want to know why I hate myself so much
  • I’m curious how boys see me like: A cow or a donkey or…?
  • I wonder if there’s a whole other human race on a planet far far away.
S - 2 habits.
  • Biting my nails
  • Cracking my knuckles.

T- 5 things I love unconditionally.

  • My dad
  • My teddy bear
  • Josh Hutcherson
  • My sister Farah
  • My mom

U - How many texts I send daily.

  • Depends who I’m talking to. Most of the time I just tweet them. Some days, 20+, other days <10.

V - 3 big dreams.

  • To be perfect
  • To be famous and rich
  • To be a good psychiatrist so I can help people :)

W - An idol.

  • I don’t know, honestly. But if I haaaaaaave to choose, I’d say Nina Dobrev. I love her and I aspire to be like her. Beautiful, fit and… have a hot boyfriend?! Hahaha I don’t know I don’t know.

X - If I’ve done something I regret very much.

  • Yes.

Y - If I like my town and why.

  • It’s hot and it sucks and I really just want to migrate somewhere else please.

Z - Ask any question you want.

  • How are you?
:) Thank you Taylor <3
smokeandbreathe: A, B, C, D, E, F, G :3

A - If I’m in love.

  • I don’t know what I’m feeling.

B - Who the last person I talked to on the phone was.

  • My sister, Farah.

C - How long it’s been since I’ve kissed.

  • About fifteen years and four months. Never been kissed.

D - If I have a preference for boys or girls.

  • Mmmm boys.

E - How many holes I have in my ears.

  • One on each ear :)

F - Give me any options, like ‘hot or cold?’

  • Vampire Diaries or Secret Circle?

G - The last person I said ‘I love you’ to.

  • Either one of my friends or Josh Hutcherson.

Thanks for asking :)

Anonymous: hey nigger lips your blog is perf just thought you should know xoxo

ok

can’t post it because it wasn’t an ask, it was a fan mail so here:

18 and 54 and 70 and 73
18. Do you masturbate?
Hehehe no.

54. Is there someone you will never forget?
Yes. We were somewhat friends, for a little while, and he made me really happy. Cheered me up when I was upset, made me laugh, his music taste wasn’t that bad either. He left, but the memories stay. Everything I do, he’d pop up in my mind. So yeah, he’s the someone I will never forget.

70. What turns you on?
Um, neck kisses. Piercings. Whispering(maybe). When they smell nice!

73. What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you?
Get me something I like for Valentines’. I’ve never had a proper Valentine :)

Thank you! :) xx

hello-lovey: #9! (:

9. Describe your perfect mate: 

Someone who loves me and all my flaws which I can’t stand, someone who’s financially stable and… religious. I prefer tall guys but that’s not really important, as long as he’s taller than me. Someone who’s a hopeless romantic, like I am. Someone who loves music, horror movies and reading books. Someone who’s smart and won’t get annoyed my excessive insecurities. That’s pretty much it.

Thank you!