live to eat and sleep
that's my motto
i also kind of hate life.
signed by josh hutcherson, hellzyeah
I will be happy. And I’m going to take Psychology at Temasek Poly and I will graduate in three years (from the time I actually get into the school, duh) and I will go to university if I can and get a degree and I will live my life to the fullest.
I will make sure that nothing stops me, and I’ll start with myself because I’m my biggest worry. So yes, I will think positive, be optimistic and I can and I will study hard to get <9 for my L1R4 so I can get into Psych.
I can do this!!! :)
/self motivation, please don’t think i’m crazy xo
I just want to be enough. Nothing’s enough. It’s me. I need to change for the better. But I can’t. I’m weak.
Having exams this week. Biology exam tomorrow. It’s midnight and I guess I’m done studying. I could at least hope for a pass. I’ve studied my hardest. I’m really stressed out about this. I don’t have a sense of direction, or a goal to work towards to. I’m just surviving, but I’ll be okay. I’m trying.
Term 2 has begun and next week we’ll be starting Intensive Revision boooooooooooo. That means school days will end at 4pm so that’s… 8 hours of school every single day. Can life get any worse? YES. There will be circuit training (meh) and interval training (boooo) this Wednesday which means I either have to do it and vomit or pretend I’m sick. I’ll go with running the internal shit and vomiting. Because obviously that bitch of a teacher never ever believes me when I say I’m sick (which I am, I get sick every time someone even mentions the word ‘run’) So Wednesday will suck. Highlight of the week will be Thursday because I finally got my tickets for The Hunger Games!!!!!!!!!!!!! I’m so excited already oh god!!!!!! I can’t wait to see my bby Peeta and my sweetheart Katniss and my bitch Gale and my pretty Prim and Rue and oh my god I can’t wait!!!!!!!!!!! And the cornucopia and firea and the Cato-mutt scene, my poor bitch!!! Anyway extra boooooos for Friday because I have NaPFA test, the five stations: sit-and-reach (my backbone spoils everything biatch), shuttle run (boooo), inclined pull ups (ok), standing broad jump (kill yourself) and sit-ups (die bitch die). So yes and that’s an end to my week tadaaaaa. Kill me! I hate exercising and PE and NaPFA oh god please just kill me I can’t pass any of it. And 2.4km run next week lol fail again. Let me just become so fat I get clogged arteries or I kill myself from the insults I get. Kill me kill me kill me I WILL NEVER EVEN LIKE EXERCISE EVER. FATTY FOR LIFE SO JUST KILL ME SRSLY BOOHOOHOO. bye bye. sorry I don’t update much. School makes me busy sorry don’t unfollow dear cute followers xxxxx
PS: I know I sound unstable here that’s because I am I think I’ve gone crazy because school sucks and I’m very suicidal so kill me because my religion doesn’t allow me to kill myself. Thank you, love you all, kisses from me ew I’m disgusting byeeee leave me messages or something okay? ;_;
allah, save me please?
Sometimes I wish it’d stop hurting. Trying to survive is hard enough, but with people constantly bringing you down, it becomes a struggle.
everything is just so hard. but i can’t, i don’t have a choice, it’s freaking o level year. i actually don’t really give a shit about my education but i don’t wanna end up leaving on the beach so… i guess i have to do this. and hope i’m alive to turn sixteen in december. goodbye x
