Paradise Lost

live to eat and sleep
that's my motto
i also kind of hate life.

signed by josh hutcherson, hellzyeah

about me & other stuff

oh well, i’m bored so i decided why not make an about me page so read this if you wanna know stuff about me.

TIARA/15/SINGAPORE

my birthday’s on december 23 so i’m usually the youngest among my friends. um, i know sometimes i seem really outgoing and loud online but if i’ve never met you before/hung out with you i’d be really awkward. i’m such a coward i swear. most of the time i don’t even order my own food. i could be talking to you online for like forever but if that’s my first time meeting you i’ll be shy and silent. but once i’m comfortable with you, ask my best friends, i’m a crazy bitch. like for real i don’t ever shut up.

ok um my favourites. my favourite colour is blue. any shade of blue. i love reading and my favourite books are the hunger games trilogy. i love watching movies and tv shows. favourite movie would have to be titanic definitely and some of the tv shows i love, vampire diaries, secret circle, pretty little liars, gossip girl, primeval, hawaii five-o, fringe, terra nova, kyle xy, skins and misfits. i love music, can’t live without it, don’t know how my life would be without it. i love hot chelle rae, boys like girls, one direction, sleeping with sirens, a day to remember, hollywood undead, travis garland and ryan cabrera. those are my favourites but i love loads more.

um, here comes the personal part. i actually don’t know why i’m writing this for everyone to see, maybe it’s because i don’t have anyone else to tell this to. maybe. so… i don’t think i’ve ever loved myself. maybe in the past i did. but like right now, at this moment, i just don’t see anything likable about me. it’s like everyone else, they’re good at at least one thing. maybe they can play an instrument, or they could draw, or they can sing. and i’m just here really just talentless and i just don’t know what’s the point of my life. it’s like i’ve got so much love to give to everyone but i just can’t seem to love myself at all. in fact, i really hate myself. like a lot. yeah ok i think i’m done?

my picture’s in the sidebar so that’s how i look like. that’s one of my good hair/good skin days. but that’s still contacts + tons of make up so you should know that i’m actually hideous. you may look at my “me” tab on top, i kind of take pictures randomly when i’m bored so i look ugly blah.

ok well i think that’s it! if you wanna know anything or you’re just curious about anything at all, you can ask me anything here(tumblr ask) or here(formspring).

have a nice day!

you can follow me on twitter, i’m there all the time. and you can also add me on facebook but i’m not there often. i kind of just lurk there sometimes and not posting anything. (the word twitter & facebook are clickable :))